Day 21

Yay! I slept in my own real bed last night! And what I mean by that is that I'm living with my mom again! I missed her so much, it makes me want to cry because it's just hitting me how much I really missed her and everything else. I don't think it's fully hit me that I'm living with them again but in time it will. I am blogging at 8am on a Saturday weird I know but I'm up. My massage yesterday was ah-mazing. I was in like a trance of calmness and quiet for about 2 hours afterwards. Me and my dad went to Chick-fil-A for lunch and it was really busy and loud so I kind of got stressed about that but I was fine mostly. It didn't help that 'Aunt Flow' was getting ready to visit me, so I was really testy yesterday; it didn't help that I had to do all the wrapping of my half-brothers Christmas presents. It's crazy because my dad just wanted to send a check to my step-mom for my half-brother's gifts. Ya know, like they go out with his money and get gifts; but I said "What? No way, you can't do that. You need to get his actual presents. It'll mean more than just money." It will really mean more to my half-brother because my dad went and visited him in San Diego and he was so excited to be seeing him; so it will mean a lot to get real gifts from him. We went shopping and got him a huge bubble blower, a toy sword, the Guinness Book of World Records, matchbox cars, the Spongebob version of 'Guess Who?', and I think one for thing but I just can't remember. Most of the gifts, I thought of getting; the only gift my dad really thought of was the book. He really thought he would love it. I'm afraid of what I'm getting for Christmas; but I'm just really happy to be living with my mom again. Just don't tell my dad that.